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I guess I should update since Ive been off 4 a long time.
I left my old house, moved out. I sneaked off when Fathe of the Year was passed out. I plan 2 never c my father again az long az I live. 100 years iz way too soon. Dont kno y he forced me 2 stay there, he hatez me 2 much. Guess he just wanted me around to use to smack around. Screw that tho. I'm out.
Thankfully I got a friend I met at my work who letz me stay at hiz place. Hez ok. We get along good enough. Hez high a lot, but itz cool. Hez not that bad. He spacez out a lot, so itz hard 2 talk 2 him much, but wutever. I like my new job. WHat I do now pays well n I get 2 take out some anger at work. U could say that I'm a bouncer now. Close enough. Rick iz my boss now, he goez by other namez 2, but wutever. He found me by chance when he saw me in a street fight. Wutever workz. Glad 2 have a good job. I pay some of the rent 2. I keep my 2 dogz with me, n I might not b able 2 if I waz somewhere else. But like Id leve my dogz with my dad, ever. Hell no! Hez a drunk anyway. Who givez a flip what he doez now that I am not there. Give him somethin else to take out hiz drunken fits on. I won't be around!
Letz c. I think thatz about all 4 now.

I'm sick. Sick of crap, sick of liarz, sick of haterz, sick of fakerz, sick of takerz who try to break u down. I'm sick of fake families who smile when people are there 2 see their sweet smiles, then turn around when no1 seez and turn back into monsterz of the deep. I'm sick of wolvez who act like sheep by day and return to true form by night. I'm sick of pretending not to see. I'm sick of their smiles when all they spew is bile. Stop the freaking world, I want 2 get off.

Life. What a terrible thing it is. It can b so good, but it can be hell on earth 2. U can b laughin 1 minute n goin crazy the next.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3MbTpdy1Hg



That waz so my life. Shawn waz a totaly Itachi. I waz a total Sasuke. Maybe thatz how brothers r destine 2 b. I like this show. I like the character Sasuke, but he doez stupid thingz.

I am so bored! I'd even not mind school at this point. I'd not mind work. I'm so bored I'd even talk to my dad 4 a while just 2 do something. Considering how much I DONT  like 2 be around him, that is sayin a lot. I'm going to die of bordom. I want something 2 do. I'd try workin on my lj layout that won't work but that 'd just make me mand not less bored.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7GfwHpcwPQ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOSRfjEcM0Y